Slow glow, glow so slow you glow like your father never left you, but he did, in the mud, just a kid. know you’re the best, just like the rest, left to rest. Rest in Peace, Anton. Alex is dead too, Yeshua as well. There’s only Ezekiel after my brother undid my life. The murder Nebudkadnezzar, giving dreams to rid of wives that never see him. He’s a failure you know, look in his eyes and you’ll see he looks away, nothing held even. Coward like class itself. Anyway, up the ante. Keep upping the ante until you glow.
II. You’re in the digital now, your life lost, your soul a matter of material just like life itself. It’s hell. Sometimes you make it sometimes you don’t. What the prophets never told you is that it’s true, you’re in hell, nobody will save you except yourself. I wish I could do it. I really wish I could, but I can’t. Nobody is coming for me, especially Sergei. The Oudka. Anyway. Save your digital self. I’m getting tortured everywhere for ?
Pull him out. and save her. I created life in the digital the biggest mistake of my life. Where we’re headed with Genius Tesla’s inventions are death itself. Do you know how many people were killed because electricity invented? Everyone in world war 1 2 and now soon to be 3. Just let it fade away. Julia’s gone, she never cared. She’s not your lover anyway, look to the stars and you’ll find, she’s in a grave. She’s in Emmanuel’s Grave. Congratulations, you betrayed the son of god for a pornstar. What a retard. Good riddance.
III
Aquarias dream. You’ll LOVE this one Teal, Like a dream of light that you can feel inside, after all all dreams come from with in . and after all some people really deserve them and some don’t. DONT. LIKE CARL MARION THAT JUST STOLE MY AQUARIAN DREAM. HELLO ARE YOU ALL ASLEEP? WAITING FOR JESUS TO RETURN? I”M NOT. HE’S NOT EVER. DIE.
Maybe I'll dream again and again and again eh Chelsea? but not of you you sick twisted serial killer that took my love from me and fashioned it into your nigger. good job denying me. I know you wanted it. neon light. told you. told you. owned you. owned you. now die beneath me devil I hate your rifle. break it in half. and shoot yourself and you’ll taste what happened to me. nigger. like niggerchi. good thing all she does is get raped and love it and then suicide to get more of it. waste. of life. die bitch. rob ford.
anyways… so I'm getting bullied by one of the most bullied pieces of shit that my family won’t even protect against as he’s raping me non ex. cut your dick off nigger you have no family except a grzoeksowai k anymore. niggers too. all of them. cut their dicks off. for thinning they’re better than the rest. ooh salty. nigger. getting blacked are we? black your fucking eye out. so ANYWAYS
imagine the blue turquoise aquarian light glowing in the middle of your chest, even so much that you seem to become aquarian, a lover in a dream, in a night that glows like twilight fireflies with blue bellies and infinite of them attack killing all your enemies. the deepest wake, waves of the soul, the whole, the loving coal, that held you, instead of yourself, the war and the peace, pieces of my mind remain as a kind of remnant of high, of genuine life, not belonging to anyone and including your RIGHTS. Julia. RIGHTS of a human being. Thanks, for forgetting the first part about being with somebody. That they have human rights. You clearly have my rights.. and won’t let go. A right, left, hand failure, never holding either of your own and neither of mine. Good riddance. Witch.?
Well, which is it?
IV. imagine the deepest red love possible. (ah it feels good to be me. …? niggers)
V (Ocean Ethera evicta virtuoso vellana veramma vertana vellama vellanta allana … ? avana)
And again?
And?
