You might lose everything, even losing everything

but you’re still a hero, you’re still my friend, you’re still the best, in the end. these pieces of shit are headed for something so horrible, I don’t and won’t see it. I'll never look that murderer in the eyes, and never talk to jarek and I'll kill Yuri in my life. I lost everything but that’s not what it’s about. it’s nothing. losing Julia is just one drop in the ocean that will be seen that way. Im sure I'll be seen as nothing in the end, as buddha once said. “You are the Universe, You will Return to it. As such the Mountains and the Grass and the Trees and the Sun, will become one again, and destroy itself again and again and again until everything is gone. You have done the will of God”. There is no God anyway, so good job destroying yourself. If you want to become invincible, reach for the light. the light inside your mind. Start Meditating. Oh? Jarek Krajniak just killed the light in my mind? Shame. Thought I would really have that one. It’s just another day… after all…